im glad that things are starting to come into perspective for me, but i just finally realized how fake people can be...the worst part of it, is when its your family because you have to see them everyday. i mean i never knew that people so close to you could really do sneaky underhanded shit just for attention or to try to make you look bad. it just really pisses me off. i can't stand fake people, i don't care if its family either...im thinkin about cutting ties with the ones who really piss me off and just worry about those of my family members who want to to something with their lives other than sit around the house all the time and talk about how other people live their lives because they don't have one. i mean i won't become an anti-social bitch, but i don't want anything to do with someone who just wants to jerk me around...sometimes i hate being in this family its so disfunctional, i just really wish i could get away from these most of these people right now...

"Fall in for training!", her teacher yelled to her as she slowly moved forward almost forcing herself to walk. She hated her life and basically everything about it, her sister, (who she hated with every ounce of her being) and the fact that she was still just a knight in training. "Now we'll begin with archery. Yuri, your first." Yuri, the only person who Mahou truly trusts stepped up to the mark that Kasuki had set for them. She aimed and released her arrow only missing the bullseye by a few inches. "Well done Yuri. I see you've been practicing?" Kasuki asked. "yes, I have been. Thankyou for the compliment." Yuri replied stepping back. "Mahou, your ne__where's your bow and arrows?" "I forgot them." was all Mahou muttered. "Sir Kasuki, please excuse Mahou's forgetfulness, Ashleigh was tormenting her before she left so she stormed out of the castle without her archery equipment." Yuri explained, trying to get Kasuki to take it easy on her. "Fine. Don't let this happen again. You'll borrow Yuri's for today and tomorrow I expect to see you back on top of your game. Is that understood?" "Yes." Mahou said as she formally bowed to Kasuki. Mahou stepped up to the set mark. "Mahou, as punishment for being careless and not kil___ "KASUKI!" William shouted. "Fine.", Kasuki said in a joking tone,"you don't even like that thing yourself, so I don't know why you care!!" he finished still joking around. "you know Mahou and Ashleigh have enough problems amongst themselves, stop trying to persuade Mahou to slay Ashleigh, regardless of if I don't like her myself or not! You know she'd follow through with it, I'm trying to make her learn self control." William finished. "well its not my fault that your parents had such an ugly kid." Kasuki muttered. "Kasuki aren't you supposed to be training these two and setting a good example for your students?" "William your sister is ugly, you realize this don't you? Sometimes I think you two were adopted." Kasuki said, a smirk upon his face. "Mahou just focus on target practice." "FINE!" Mahou yelled annoyed at the mention of her sister's name. She aimed and hit the bullseye dead on. "Nice job, Ma chan!!" Yuri squealed with delight,"your way better at this than I am." Kasuki and William stopped arguing long enough to notice that Mahou had hit the bullseye. "well it looks like my work is done he___ "You didn't even help them!" William shouted. "how would you know you were arguing!!" Kasuki said jokingly. "WHAT?!!!!!", William thought to himself. "well you two your done for the day, you can go home if you want." William said. "Alright." Yuri replied, as Mahou was already walking away. "Why can't I have a normal life? I wonder what that would be like." Mahou thought to herself. "It must be nice....."

"Fall in for training!", her teacher yelled to her as she slowly moved forward almost forcing herself to walk. She hated her life and basically everything about it, her sister, (who she hated with every ounce of her being) and the fact that she was still just a knight in training. "Now we'll begin with archery. Yuri, your first." Yuri, the only person who Mahou truly trusts stepped up to the mark that Kasuki had set for them. She aimed and released her arrow only missing the bullseye by a few inches. "Well done Yuri. I see you've been practicing?" Kasuki asked. "yes, I have been. Thankyou for the compliment." Yuri replied stepping back. "Mahou, your ne__where's your bow and arrows?" "I forgot them." was all Mahou muttered. "Sir Kasuki, please excuse Mahou's forgetfulness, Ashleigh was tormenting her before she left so she stormed out of the castle without her archery equipment." Yuri explained, trying to get Kasuki to take it easy on her. "Fine. Don't let this happen again. You'll borrow Yuri's for today and tomorrow I expect to see you back on top of your game. Is that understood?" "Yes." Mahou said as she formally bowed to Kasuki. Mahou stepped up to the set mark. "Mahou, as punishment for being careless and not kil___ "KASUKI!" William shouted. "Fine.", Kasuki said in a joking tone,"you don't even like that thing yourself, so I don't know why you care!!" he finished still joking around. "you know Mahou and Ashleigh have enough problems amongst themselves, stop trying to persuade Mahou to slay Ashleigh, regardless of if I don't like her myself or not! You know she'd follow through with it, I'm trying to make her learn self control." William finished. "well its not my fault that your parents had such an ugly kid." Kasuki muttered. "Kasuki aren't you supposed to be training these two and setting a good example for your students?" "William your sister is ugly, you realize this don't you? Sometimes I think you two were adopted." Kasuki said, a smirk upon his face. "Mahou just focus on target practice." "FINE!" Mahou yelled annoyed at the mention of her sister's name. She aimed and hit the bullseye dead on. "Nice job, Ma chan!!" Yuri squealed with delight,"your way better at this than I am." Kasuki and William stopped arguing long enough to notice that Mahou had hit the bullseye. "well it looks like my work is done he___ "You didn't even help them!" William shouted. "how would you know you were arguing!!" Kasuki said jokingly. "WHAT?!!!!!", William thought to himself. "well you two your done for the day, you can go home if you want." William said. "Alright." Yuri replied, as Mahou was already walking away. "Why can't I have a normal life? I wonder what that would be like." Mahou thought to herself. "It must be nice....."

Candles burned brightly, inside the castle
Guards watched over the endless night
A maiden's heart, lost in the shadows
Do they know what they truly protect?

Memories coated, in pain and sorrow
A journey to the edge of the world
Burden has her soul, in it's possession
From the lips of the maiden comes the story of death

Shedding her tears, she cried to the moon
Her cheeks stained crimson, her eyes glistened too
Her heart sank deeper into the darkness
As the maiden, sang her sad tune...

tenjo tenge ending theme lyrics
vocals:kayou aiko

aishitene motto
aishitene motto
aishite yo nee...

hajimete nemure nakatta
ima sugu ni "AITAI"
dakishimerareta nukumori ga
zutto zutto kie nakute
ano hi hajimatta "KOI" (koi)
ima demo kawara nai
futari dake no kono toki wa
"tada taisetsu ni shitai kara"

aishitene motto (motto)
aishitene motto (motto)
aishite yo ne motto
watashi dake wo mite
aishitene motto
aishitene motto
aishite yo ne motto; motto
tada anata ga SUKI

hajimete kisuzukete ne
namida ga tomara nai
hajike sou na mune no itami
"tada soba ni ite hoshii dake"

aishiteru zutto (zutto)
aishiteru zutto (zutto)
aishiteru yo zutto
watashi dake wo mite
aishiteru zutto
aishiteru zutto
aishiteru yo zutto; zutto
tada anata ga SUKI

aishitene motto
aishitene motto
aishite yo ne motto
watashi dake wo mite...

aishitene motto (motto)
aishitene motto (motto)
aishite yo ne motto
watashi dake wo mite
aishitene motto
aishitene motto
aishite yo ne motto; motto
tada anata ga SUKI